Winner!

I miss being happy...Most of the time but aren't most ppl feeling this way?
maybe....but i often hide in the shadow of others and i never lift my head up....Why...
Don't I have the courage and stuff but I don't think I have cause..
I am a winner in a loser's shell.....

Lonely....

Sometimes I find my self walking with my head downwards and with a heavy backpack..
When I look up, I will see the dead end and somehow when I turn to walk out of the dead
end, I see another dead end like I am enclosed in this place with little breathing space..
in darkness.... I cannot cry out or even hear myself..... all I see is the replay of an image..
A enclosed heart with steel covering it and a rusty old looking lock by its side....
No matter how I touch it... It has no way of opening... Why.....
Is it the fear that encloses me or just the littlest things that I can't seem to let go...

Sad Story Part One....

Adam and Charlie were best friends since they were living next door to each other on Amber Street where only the rich of the richest lived. Their parents even knew each other, it was just perfect for everyone. Adam's dad, Brad and Charlie's dad, Mark grew up in a environment that they were giving their boys and had learned to share many things including love at one point... But this time in terms of Brad's wife, Mary, Brad learned to be possessive and when knew that his best mate, Mark was interested, swore to protect Mary from Mark's filthy hands from being a playboy for too long. What Brad didn't know was Mary had initially planned to know Brad to know Mark as she was in love with Mark at that time but as Brad was really kind to her, she decided to accept him but her heart still belonged to Mark's. After 5 yrs of courtship, at 25 years of age, Brad and Mary decided to wed which left Mark very heartbroken. But at the night before the wedding, Mary and Mark met up one on one and something happened that will affect the future of both families......

Relieved but Nervous....

Tomorrow was supposed to be my INHT presentation.....
But we were let off the hook and postponed to next week due to
Nurul's sprained ankle and our fellow leader, Roxann's badly sprained back, which is by far the worst back I have ever seen.... But anyway... In this way, poor Yoke Jin will be able to recuperate and sleep soundly tonight.... And dream of her Expo guy the whole night..... As for SuLing, well...probably the most hardworking as her script is done and like in three pages so ya...
As the last member of the group.... Well I guess I am just too happy go lucky that
I have been getting enough sleep and able to have no stress whatsoever at all...
So I am kind of like the group's paramedic giving them medicine each time they need it!!!
So Yeah gals put our hands together and make the presentation the best ever!!!!
Go INHT GROUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

公主幫 冒險世界..Must Support!!!

公主幫 - 冒險世界 sung by: 毛弟 翰獎 小馬 阿本 野獸

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我仿佛流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節
為了你 我什麼都不怕就算前方
有再多的冒險

要跟著你一起走向前
有多困難我不怕危險相漫畫裡面的情節 我想變成誰
突然間手裡握著寶劍 下一刻在筋鬥雲上面
想象著世界會因我而改變 Spotlight

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我仿佛流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節
為了你 我什麼都不怕
就算前方 有再多的冒險

看著我執著的堡壘 仿佛了我的夢想起飛
而現實生活的考驗 勇敢去面對
對未來永遠保持信念 而現在我們肩並著肩
想象著世界會為我而改變 Spotlight

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我仿佛流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節
為了你 我什麼都不怕

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我變成焦點 超越那極限
誰說不可能的預言
為了你 我什麼都不怕
就算前方 有再多的冒險

RAP：小時候 也有夢想
轉眼間 一個希望
毫不猶豫勇敢向前闖
發光 發熱 發亮
公主幫 JUMP JUMP
絕對不會退讓
全力對抗所有阻擋
公主幫 YOUNG YOUNG
無限能量
天空 飛翔 飛翔

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我仿佛流著超人般熱血
寫下動人的那章節
為了你 我什麼都不怕

聚光燈照亮的瞬間
我變成焦點 超越那極限
誰說不可能的預言
為了你 我什麼都不怕
就算前方 有再多的冒險
就算決定照亮我的世界

Sad...

I used to think that friends would last forever but they don't..
That's what makes me feel out of control..
Like I want to go to the beach and scream or something...
I sometimes don't understand myself...
Everytime I give someone a chance, it often breaks my heart..
And I have to seal it up again..
My heart is probably now being sealed up too many times..
Too even be open...Why..
What did I do or go wrong....
All I need is someone there to smile with..
Not just a empty shell with no soul... just entertaining me....
Why???????

Friendship.....

I recently saw a old buddy of mine way back from primary school..
I was taking the bus standing and looking out the back door
just as the driver closed it and I saw her... She had changed a lot..
from a nerdy coward person to a confident and pretty person...
I remebered the happy times we had and sad times we had..
But nothing can be done as we were separated by a glass door...
She unable to hear my shouts nor see me and I...........
Not able to get into her life again....................
Our promises were made and gone ...
How hard is it to find good friendship and how easy it is to just lose it.....
"That's what frens are for"...............