Oh man..please slash me...

The time reads 12:42 am, on a saturday, the 23rd to be exact. Its the day my mrt concession ended, also the day where a week has passed since I did a crazy thing, its also the last two remaining days to the submission of ROM Project.. Oh man, just slash me...

These few days, I have been rather tired both physically and mentally though I am unsure what is happening in my body now, but I know this, its two weeks countdown to 'Mid term Holidays'!!!! Hiphip hooray, hiphip hooray!!! Whatever I just act high for a while, totally jashi moment!!!

Anyway, life at TAS is as per normal, I guess the only difference is that more things are learned there and I don't mean academically but rather the ways and means to survive life I guess, as much as I hate to survive with a huge pack of hyenas, but thats how the earth spins, round and round it goes.

But now, to me, to just relax and chill meself, I think I may design new future inventions for the better of mankind, like what FORGIVEN and me discussed today, a virtual, real dimesion car video game right in front of your eyes with accerlerate and brake on buttons and the starting of engine with yr right pinky... interesting, but a crazy fellow whose last name is anything wants me to think of ways to kill the bladder , hello....just a dreamer not a beamer who beams your requests at anytime.

Anyway back to tthe drawing board..Best Wishes to all!!!

Another day another money..

Ok so technically, this is my 4th week in TAS, as much as I hate to admit it, I am starting to miss TP, not because of teachers, but of the canteen food there.

Haha, anway, I have like about four project grps this time round, 3 the same and 1 with different people, of course choices can be made but I already chose them so no way was i backing down in any manner. Though I am almost project leader for most, but I will fulfil my duties as one and try to win over their trust in anyway possible or am I talking crap....

Anyway, nowwadays I hav been hanging around Vivocity with LX and Sam, I realised something about them that I never once realised before, they treated me as a real friend. Especially what has happened over the couple of days, I realised I should let go of myself more and try to trust the people around me even more. Being decieved once was hurtful, but hey who hasn't a past like this before, unless u are Mr Perfect, I would say everyone.

But what the heck, if I reallly want to find myself in this pool of talented and winner bunch, I know I have to open someway or another, maybe like LX who is the class prankster or Sam the high and mighty, otherwise, time is money and its still ticking down to my last days as a youthful youth. =)

P.S I have just taken my third Fencing lesson, so cool.. I have even held a saber and hit my coach on the head a couple of times! Z on!!

P.S.S To Sam though teasing u is now my ultimate goal but dada is definately the top of my list haha, stay Happy!!!

Merry Sul!! =)

Todae... a new day..

Todae, I woke up early and managed to get up for swimming which took around 56 minutes just from Pasir Ris to Lakeside but luckily I managed to be early enough though I was almost a little late, sorry arh. haha.

Anyway the afternoon before, I had fencing lessons with my brother and for once I realised that I had no stamina, I meant just a couple of runs and I was panting like a old dog already...sigh, better run more.

Anyway todae I went for accounting lecture, which like totally bored the hell out of me cause she went like on and on and on and like mathematics is totally not my type, anyway attendence will be taken so I had better wish that I am early and stuff and be good in class since my lecturer is my tutor...which totally stinks and also means no slacking..."NONONONO"

But overall, I am just still getting used to the overall idea of having to travel to sentosa everyday just for a lesson which may need my life sooner or later, but anway, I am now freaking tired, so its lights out for now! :)

Today..Once more..Argh!!

Today I went for my official eighth driving lesson....sigh..I hate it when time flies so fast, people change whether better or worst but still...when people meet, whether familiar faces or not, sometimes just a little wave is shown and they are off on their separate paths, the one they chose to follow, freely or when in desperation....

Personally, I really want to change but differently, like sometimes, one cannot judge a book by its cover and its true, my bro's secondary school is causing so much trouble for my family, that I cannot take it, I mean what happen to the clean responsible image it gave to parents that their children would be able to learn and study in a good environment with no lack of equipment or facilities, apparently its his school.

I mean in which school does a home econs teacher tell you to bring your own plates to present the dish one is making or even to buy the ingredients without even paying us back the money we use... That is just the tip of the ice berg.

Next is, why is it that my brother when in charge of the stupid class notice board has to take responsibility of printing not in black and white but rather in color just to suit the taste of the classroom, I mean what the Hell... I for one am never trusting this useless, cheating school ever again!!!!!!!

Todae..Tmr a milestone..

Todae at the time I am blogging is 10:52pm, 5th of March...Three months have passed since I last blogged.. Anyway, tomorrow is a huge milestone for me cause I will be taking my e-trails for my basic theory test for driving.. Sigh..a blink of a eye and I am the huge 18...legal for some stuff..But still, did I mention that I hate to grow up, I mean come on what with all the responsibilities and having to face all consequences after your own actions, makes you want to rethink if being born a human was a right choice to make cause life is fragile and regardless of race, langauge or religion, we will all die one day, not knowing whats life after death.. But one thing is for sure, cherish your life now or just waste your time away.

My brother is now in Pasir Ris Crest sceondary School. My folks are all proud of him cause he did good and I guess I just want him to be a big member of the family, cause i am already clearing the path for him and as long as he does good, he will definately turn out okay!

Todae is New years eve..31/12/08..

The time is 10:27am.. only about 13 hours left til the year changes from 2008 to the big 2009...
I just cannot believe it...Back in the year 2007 at this time of the year, I was just a lowly vegetable packer waiting for my O level results to come out.... But now, here I am, a Leisure and Resort Management Student in her first year and second sem..... How time passes..

Anyway, I would like to say my new year resolutions before th year officially ends..
1) Be nice to all people especially Nicole( although she often curshes at me)
2) Learn new talents to make myself better as a individual
3) Decide what kind of life I am going to take
4) Appreciate the finest and most precious things in life.
5) BE as happy as always regardless of the situation :)

Lastly, I would like to say that this year has led me to realise that there are far too many fragile things in life not as in physical but mentally... Perhaps its cause my hormones are changing my brain, spinning it til it starts to mess up whatever I had actually wanted.. But for now, all I want is just some calm, peacefulness and some happiness in my life cause this 3 years of my life are crucial that is til I follow my aunt's wishes and go abroad to study in a university....
Maybe its just me but why is it so hard to be a teenager!?

....HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Start of new School Term..

Hey everybody, two weeks of holidays have like passed us so fast in like a blink of an eye..
But anyway, hope everyone had as much fun as i did. HAHA
Anyway, I went to Taiwan on the first week of holidays and now due to my overstreched body cranking me for a rest, I have no choice but to post my pics a bit later.

Also finally in 2008, I welcomed new new additional baby cousins to the family... They are Jelexis, Lincoln and Royston... whom are all '17' YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME....Oh MAN!!!! HAHAAA!

Now there are many more projects to pile up so I am just waiting to the new chinese newyear to get it done with..hahha

Anyway heres wishing everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!