Wishes..

I sit here, not knowing what to do nor what I want..
Life was a blur, I mean getting down at a dark stop, people passing you, they seemed so familiar yet you know they have no connection to you whatsoever.
What ever happened to hi, never or even a nod?
I guess life is different as you grow,
you realise the deepest thoughts they can have on a fellow man, but even when it happens, there comes a time for decisions/choices.
I hate choices, I want a life, I want....
I guess I am selfish but its human to err right?
Don be sad, if you need me, I will be there from a far.
Just feel mty existence and all will be well.
TRUST me.