Memories...

Yesterday and Today....
I just went with the frens of the present to eat at some fast food restaurants...
There it sparked many memories...Like at the chicken place..
Was one I shared with a secret, her only favorite place in the world was there..Though i had no interest at first but it reminded me of times together that we now failed to meet..
The fish place was where a certain buddy would hang out together before we shared stuff that no one knew but all is gone...cause we grew up..went our separated ways...Hopefully...we will cross paths again soon....
There i remembered watching S.H.E where i got tickets by sending in a gigantic envelop...
My old fren would never understand my needs and spit out stuff that nevr went through her head...and I was like always cleaning up after her....and I realise that though we shared similar interests...
she was never there when i needed her help...rather i was her support in a sense..
But she never supported me in terms of like when I cut a new look..
She was the first to dish me off or any defensive thing I did to protect other friends would incur her wrath which woul piss her off.....
I just wonder how long the friendship will last.....cause I still feel emptiness..
Being friends with her.........................