Here I am going to shoot my mouth off again...
Sometimes I too offend people without knowing and deep down
am super afraid to even admit this cause like I ain't got no guts to do what is right and wrong...
Sometimes i kid around a little too much til people can get tired of it..
Cause its like the same joke over and over again... And I have been scolded before for being a idiot with no other jokes and stuff.....
But thats how I am just some lame person who cannot strike up a conversation with another person by saying "Nice weather, we're having." Its just not me...And I hate it...
Having no skills of talking to people is like unheard of in my family...
And even some of the aunts and uncles would often make jokes of whether I have made friends in school cause they have seen just how unpopular I am......
I hate people like that....What do they know about me...
I see them only once a week sometimes once in 3 months.....
I hate all this....
I just want to get out of my shell and just stop looking around for pitiness from others..
Others I don need pitiness...I can walk well, my five senses work perfectly...
The only thing thats horrible...my introvertiness...
Pitiness was a thing from the past that made others to even befriend me
" Oh poor Jashi has no friends and sitting in a corner by her poor little self..."
Well no more of this crap...
From Today...I am not poor old Jashi...I am confident Jashi...
I shall open myself up even if I have to dig deep in myself
cause reality sucks and if I don't grow now
The chance will no longer come in the future..
and thats where I want to be headed in the right direction...
A better Me
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